A lot has happened ..Morgan has gone to Oregon to prove himself. He was always out to prove himself. I hope it works for him. I think..in the end it was best. We had a few things that conflicted. It still hurts to not have him here though.

Casey..he's an interesting guy. He and I have been hanging around for a bit lately. I like him, he's pretty nice and he understands a few things that Morgan didn't really get. I need to hang out with him more. I submitted to him so he can move up the chain. I've submitted to him before..Why fight when I know that He is more dominant?

We have a new lupa..not sure what to think of that...Nothing has jumped out and grabbed me about her. But I know most of that is that I truly do normally dislike females. Specially ones that are very girly. I don't know..I'll be respectful of the title..but even then..I mean she showed up to the pack after I did. She still has to prove her self..just like all of us did. When she does I am sure things will settle down some.

Min..She's doing good. Hell half the time I'm not sure who is in charge. She won't be omega. No way. I wish I had, had her attitude when I was little..maybe all those things would have been avoided..at least the whoring and drugs. But she and I get along..she treats me like a guy most the time..which makes me comfortable..and I don't feel like she's trying to hide things or like. She's pretty blunt and up front like I am.

On things about lukoi I am the Mom. I am the one that speaks and she listens. On human matters..she is the Mom apparently. We were hanging out.. and I accidentally freaked over something. I never really realized how much I blamed my mother for what happened to me. But.. I mean..How could she not have known? We lived in her house. It was her boyfriend. Oh well..I should probably get therapy or some shit..but I don't want to sit down and just spew stuff out..*shudders* We'll see.

Anyway..Out for now. Gotta hit work ..Don't wanna piss the Houston off because I'm late.

Been working day time as the receptionist to A group of animators. Houston and Donovan and Ray. They all seem pretty nice. I like the job and it lets me still do the pictures and stuff..when I want.

Morgan went to Oregon. I had this feeling that something would come about and bring a head to the situation. We said our goodbyes..and it was sad. He wanted me to come..he couldn't promise me..some things. I said no. I have Dusty and a pack here that I belong with. I have a pup that needs me..and people I have to take care of. I couldn't leave..for a lover. He couldn't promise me mate. These things happen. We did our goodbyes and I'm moving along with things. We'll see what happens I suppose..

Just some recent things Reggie has been thinking of..nothing big :)

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This isn't my journal. I can't find my journal currently. I have this feeling that Dusty has done something with it. He never acts guilty and he's acting guilty now. Or at least evading. Oiy.

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